I wish I could be a better writer...I have so many thoughts running through my head when I start writing these blogs I don't know where to start or what direction to go in. Maybe with time I can get everything out that I want to talk about or maybe not. Since Jon has been gone I don't sleep very much so I have plenty of time at night to write but I just can't seem to focus on just one thing. I would love to just get my feelings out on different subjects like days when my kids make me crazy or days when someone at work makes me angry. I guess I just don't feel passionate about anything enough to have to come home and tell the world about it. I wish I did. Mainly I am angry at the moment I am angry and happy at the moment I am happy and then it all goes away when I have some time to just process the situation and by the time I get home to talk about it, I just don't want to. Or maybe Im afraid of hurting someone elses feelings by venting my opinions. Who knows?